Lei: The Punk Rock Princess

Exams..

2004-10-05T06:04:55Z

This is the right time for me para bumawi sa mga gabing di ako nakatulog kakaintindi sa exams. On Monday is another batch of exam but I won't review muna. I juz wunna sleep and rest para at least the moment I review my notes, fresh ang feeling and no hangovers. I finished the exam in 45 minutes and I felt very proud kasi may sense yung ginawa kong aral-aralan kanina inside the lib. Luckily, I saw my crush there and maybe gift sakin ni God yun. Hehehe...

Learn to Pray

2004-10-05T06:03:12Z

Yep! I felt better now. I've had a nice sleep last night and I didn't even review my notes for my exam. I only want to rest and pray for it becuz I've had enough knowledge na for that, and I'm afraid that it wud all disappear when I glance back to my notes. It only took 24 minutes for me to answer the exam. I prayed talaga before I opened my exam booklet. Good thing God still hears my prayers. Suspension of classes wuz not officially declared in the university but some students are required to watch the NCAA game at the Araneta Coliseum. And I did kaso the Dolphins lost. I think their lost is something to do with prayers. It cud have been a really hard game for the Letran Knights becuz of the lost of their star player Ronjay Enrile, but I noticed a couple of times, coach Louie Alas of the Knights, prayed for the game. He wuz caught in the big screen and a nice luck for them happened. They won the game and made it impossible for the Dolphins to score higher to them. Tsk, tsk... We must all learn to pray and God will hear you. Well, that's all I can say. Learn to pray..

Blah!

2004-10-05T05:58:21Z

Blah! I can't think of better titles. It's just a typical Thursday. I had a nice ride sa FX on my way to school, used the same computer inside the lab, and spent a little time with my brothers sa office ni Allan. Today's highlight is when Allan kissed me on my cheeks. It's juz a simple kiss, no other meaning, and it hardly touched my skin but I cudnt hide that I blushed right after that. They were all laughing at me that's why I waved goodbye to them immediately cuz I felt really ashamed. I've been kissed before but only a couple of times, and those kisses are from my friends, really close friends, my family but never from a boyfriend. But wait, I've been kissed na pala by Jordan before but I think, twice lang. I've had 9 relationships before but I've never experienced intimacy, such as that. I'm very conservative when it comes to that, would you believe that?! Yah, this tough gurl who seems to know everything especially that stuff is still innocent. *wink* I juz wunna clean flirting if I want attention. Clean huh!!

Boykot!

2004-10-05T05:55:37Z

HI! I'm back again. It wuz another great time updating this blog cuz I have a new story to share. It's the midterms week and today is supposed to be our exam on ProbStat. I wuz not sure of taking the exam cuz I haven't got enough time to review the past lessons and I need more time to rest. Come whut may. I paid my fee for the midterms to "avail" my exam permit but they didn't allow me to have it. The lady there said that I must pay at least half of the midterms fee and that's whut I did. But another excuse, they said I must add another P2000 for that becuz I have a P9000 balance for the finals. I don't have the bucks but I did pay the P3000 I have in my wallet. When I came to our room and told my classmates that I won't take the exam becuz I don't have the permit, all of them decided not to take the exam! One of them said: "'tara, boykot na lang natin. Di naman papasok si Lei eh, next meeting na lang tayo mag-exam", and another agreed "oo, wala naman tayong mapapala sa exam na yan eh! Wala tayong source!" I wanna laugh out loud cuz almost half of the class didn't take the exam with me. We all make tambay at the Tutuban area, waitin for our classmates who took the exam to ask for some leakage, if there's any. In favor of me, I wuz able to have more time to review all the coverage of the exam and I'm sure I'm gonna get a good grade. Hurrah!! Then I'd commit suicide after living in success! Hahaha! Did I say it right?! (Err! I never thought of commiting suicide!)

Happy Bday Ex!

2004-10-05T05:52:37Z

Yeah!! It's a real great day today! I'm feelin' heavily drunk (though I did not) and I think my head stinks *hahaha*. I wuznt able to wash my hair becuz I'm puyat nga and that my mom told me not to. Masama daw ang magbabasa ng ulo after an overnight awake doin' job, spent hours in front of the monitor, blah, blah, blah. Nag-away kami luznyt ni mudra. Good for me and I was able to finish this blog for presentation and it was a success kanina. Whoa! I'm flooding with thoughts in mind and I have laughable stories to tell. I wuz in my 10:30am class kanina and we have a short quiz. I cudnt really concentrate and focus with that becuz my head feels heavy and I cud hardly open my eyes wide to read the instructions on the board. Sittin' in front of the class, everybody inside the room is, from time to time, bothered and would look back at me becuz of the "unbearable" sudden noise I make. My pen wud fall down the floor, my head wud shake left and right, losing its control to get straight up, and my pen has made noticeable and undefined lines in my answer sheet. And it's becuz inaantok ako..waaah!!! INAANTOK AKO!!! Thank God I wuz awakened by my guardian angel and gave me strength the whole day. I wuz thinkin' of goin' home later that day if I can't handle that feeling anymore. But I did it. Oryt!! Thank God talaga.. Anyways, I'm sure naman of the answers on my short quiz cuz I've had enough knowledge to supply for the missing links. And that's what you call "STUCKED KNOWLEDGE".. Nothing's really new. I've been with same similar faces of people, saw my crush, attended all my classes, etc. etc. etc. And whut makes a mark to this day is when I had this familiar feeling when I heard the song "Can we still Be Friends?" that's being played at the very loud speaker of McDonald's. Yep,, it reminds me of something.. reminds me of "mah ex!" Ryan.. It's been a year since we broke up and now, we're still "friends". I remember, it was my favorite song that time and everytime he wud ask me to sing, I'd always sing that one. And till the day after we broke up, he asked me to sing that song again, and of course, I can't, cuz I felt pretty guilty, til he end up singing that song by himself.. Waah! Isn't it another sweet, sad, old song?! Anyways, I've said too much, it was Ryan's birthday today. I've never heard anything from him a couple of months now (or maybe I juz didn't let myself hear the news). Well, well, well.. I end up texting him a simple message greeting him a happy birthday. I dunno if he wuz thinkin of me too but he replied askin' who am I cuz my number's not saved in his fonebook. I didn't replied. He said na lang: "Well, I respect ur privacy. If u dont wna say ur name, ok lng. Thnx anyway & u nvr 4got my bday. godbless." Yep.. Those were exactly the words he said. Whew! I won't want to start gettin mushy thoughts now. I wanna sleep.

Puyat

2004-09-07T05:48:05Z

HULLABALLOO!! Sort of a bad trip ako today although nothing really bad happened except ng pinagalitan agad ako ni mudra when I came home from the internet cafe. Sa school, everything is fine. Such a typical Monday. Whutelse is new?! Well, nakasabay ko sa LRT my tropa nung highschool, si Paul, dumating yung "fraternal" sis ko, then while walking home, nasalubong ko si Rob who's also my friend @ PLM, saw EJ, my long lost friend (or should I say, loverboy), went out with my friend Jhoanne, and that's it! I rushed home after surfin the net cuz for sure, puyatan na naman to. Pinagalitan ni mudra, cried a little, had my late dinner, exchanged mushy quotes & messages with my hunnieMhack, and here, in front of my pc updating my blog. And here's whut I got from Youthink.com:
Which Greenday song are you?
Basketcase

You are nuts. Plain and simple, nuts. Looks like a duct tape suit for you.

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**I can feel the intense power from the spirit of Lady Diana that this blog is going to accomplished sooner and at last, may maisa-submit na rin ako sa prof ko..HURRAH!!!

dont disturb pls

2004-09-07T05:46:37Z

Puyat parin ako, as usual. Di parin kami nag-uusap ni Mike, and still, busy parin ako learning new ideas and improving my webpage. My brain's bleeding inside na nga pero thank God, I'm still alive at may napipiga pa akong knowledge para gawin ko this. Busy ako ngayon, hanggang mamaya. Dont disturb me, please.. Dont talk to me, dad, I'm busy..(Buti na lang di ako na-jombag ni erpat ng sabihin ko 'to kanina). Ewanko kung galit pa sakin si Mike pero I know tiniis niya talaga ako kaninang di man lang tawagan. Nag-miscall lang siya to check kung naka-on my celfone, texted me to call him back sa hawz, maybe because di siya makatawag dahil sira yung line namin. Ayos lang. Kunwari magri-ring yung fone taos iisipin niyang walang tao sa hawz cuz walang sumasagot ng fone namin pero truth is, 3 days na kaming walang dialtone since nung umulan. I cant call him back kaya I replied back na lang sa kanya na wala ako sa hawz, Im in the hospital and that Im sick. He didnt replied. Siguro iniisip niya, kinakarma lang ako..buti pa si Mhack na- miss ako...

BUSY AKO!!! BUSY ulit ako!!

Sabado Nights

2004-09-07T05:43:30Z

It's only minutes passed since I arrived home. I wuz really very tired and stressed. I wuz in bed @ 3:30am but still I haven't finish the program. It's all whut I studied and I tried hard to get it done. I finished it @ 9am, and obviously, I wuznt able to attend my 9am-Christian Formation class. "Nah! God won't get mad at me naman if I won't attend that holy class once or twice, ayt?!", I thought. So before I go to school, I had a great time muna watching my favorite chinovela, "Irene", (since yun lang yung palaas sa tv na pinapanood ko aside from other music shows, blah, blah, blah). I looked prettier today. (Hah! Sa'n ka pa?!) Everybody takes a 2nd glance at me as I passed'em down the street. I wuz wearing my "nakakainis" na blouse (which used to be my favorite blouse before). I icked it up from my closet kasi I thought that there would be no gimiks naman for that day although I had P570 on my wallet, I don't feel much "insured" yet "assured" for a gimik. When I arrived PCU, I went to the library to do my assignment and luckily, just as I've gone downstairs with Jacq, dumating na rin "my other crush Dennis" and as usual, nangopya na naman siya ng sagot ko sa homework. Exciting and nakakatuwa rin kasi nakikipag -usap and nakikipagbiruan siya samin. Sa class, I felt disturbed and bothered cuzz Dennis wuz sittin next to us and nahuhuli ko siyang tumitingin then tumitingin siya sa iba pag nahuhuli ko siya. Err! Kinikilig ako na naiinis cuz I'm not really familiar to that feeling although "mapaglaro" daw ako. I'm innocent!! Promise! See, sabi ko na eh! Defense mechanism ko lang yung akala mo astigin pero wala akong alam sa mga boys, romance, flirty things and all. Anyways, juz when we are talkin about inuman and that I've said na di ako sasama sa inuman mamaya, bigla naman dumating sila Marco and Alvin. And after our class, hinintay pa talaga kami ni Jacq nung mga kumag para sure na di kami makakatakas. So, ayun, mamam na naman. Buti na lang at di si Marco ang tanggero or else tumba ako agad. Puyat ako and kulang pa yung lunch ko. Si Mike ang tanggero kaya lahat tumagal. And in fairness, to think na masama yung pakiramdam ni Marco (or rather, may sakit talaga siya), nakipagsabayan parin siya samin. Pupunta pa kami sana sa Baywalk kaso umulan and considered na may sakit na si Marco, umuwi na lang kami. And now, I'm home at last and still, marami pa akong gagawin but I have to sleep and rest muna before anything else.

T.G.I.F.

2004-09-07T05:42:14Z

We had a seatwork on our first class, surfed the net on my breaktime, surfed the net again on OOP, had a new lesson on DCN, and finally, I almost slept during TechWri. Wala lang. I had nothing much to write cuz I'm so busy to think of that things. Basta I summarized it na lang cuz most of my time is spent in making my webpage and doing another webpage for OOP. I enjoy whut I'm doing. Someone even asked me to make a C++ program of table of elements and that he's willing to pay me back. Whutever! I'm off now!

Hullabaloo...

2004-08-31T08:13:53Z

It's another rainy day today. Shit, wala pa naman akong payong na dala. Boring dito sa class. Wala kaming prof. Kanina pa ako sa computer but still I haven't found anything that would catch my interest. Di ko pa masyadong kabisado this one kaya Im having some time exploring this lj. Ang saya! Or maybe Im saying this kasi Im trying to make myself happy kahit na dame kong problema. Tatakas ulit ako mamaya. Mag-iinuman na naman sila eh! Wag kayo maingay ha... *_^ Haveto go home early kasi I have lots of jobs to do. I need to develop and improve ulit my webpage kasi ipapasa na namin kay sir yun sooner. Right now, Im keeping myself busy na so that noone would disturbe me. No phonecalls. Im off now.

(better think of good titles)

2004-08-31T05:42:29Z

Mah gaaad!!! I cant think of better titles for my lj since wala naman kasing magandang nangyayari sa life ko.. Like today, it's juz a typical Monday. Di pa pumasok si crush ko. Thanks to my professor, wala kaming ginagawa sa class and at last na-update ko my lj. Supposed to be, may lakad kami dapat today with my brods. Anniversary sa Lyceum kaya lang parang di ko feel na tutuloy kami. Maaga ring umalis si Allan. I surfed again the net at sa kamalasan, naiwan ko yung diskette ko sa shop. Shit! Wish ko lang mabalikan ko pa yun, nakakahiya sa makakabasa ng laman nun. Better off now!

Typical Saturday

2004-08-30T09:59:12Z

Tinatamad akong pumasok this morning. I was thinking lang na brod ko yung prof ko today kaya I have to impress him. I was 15 minutes late sa class ko pero some kind of a badtrip talaga, I rushed to our room only to find out that nobody's inside the classroom. Nagpunta ako sa ground where I saw my not-so-close classmate and informed me na wala kamng class. Damn! I have 3 long hours to wait for my next subject. Wala pa akong kasama and I dunno where to go or whut should I do. So instead of going out of the campus, I preferred to stay in the library. I finished my homework in Stat and spent my time reading my notes. Nagpapakatalino talaga ako that time. Then spent 20 minutes inside the cr grooming myself hanggang sa makita ko yung friend ko named Liannie (I dunno if this is the right spelling of her name). It was 12noon na when I decided to smoke a little then surf the net. After one hour, I went to my class hoping there's something special (or maybe something new) that might happen at the end of the day. Im proud to have my homework done so I sat in the front seat of the class hoping that my crush would notice my efforts (or baka he'd ask me to copy my homework). He's late. Nakakainis talaga! He sat at the back seat of the class and didnt even notice me na nagpapa-cute sa kanya. After the class, I went to the cr and noticed him looking at my direction. I was having a retouch nung makita ko sa mirror na dumaan siya. Tapos 3 times pa ulit siyang nagpabalik-balik ng daan sa cr. Then nung umakyat sila upstairs, I thought may class sila. Sinundan namin sila nung friend ko. Wala lang. Juz wanna have some thrill. Naikot namin lahat ng rooms sa buong building pero wala sila. Bumaba kami ni Jacq. Sort of relieved nung makita namin siya with his friend na parang na-relieve din nung makita kami. Then nung bigla na naman silang nawala sa paningin namin, we decided na lang na umuwi. I was in the FX nung maalala ko na yung mga classmates ko were expecting na dadating ako kasi nag-iinuman sila (na naman!). I slept early kasi sobrang tired ako and all. ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz........(Di yata totoo yung sabi ng horoscope ko eh!)

Im Sick

2004-08-30T09:19:32Z

Yeah, wala parin talaga akong ganang pumasok. My head feels so heavy, atmosphere's so steady and nakakapanghina. The reason why I have t get up to school is because of my quiz on Discrete Math. I reviewed last night eh, sayang naman kung di ko magagamit yung knowledge ko, ayt?! So dumating ako ng school late than my usual na pasok. Di maganda ang pakiramdam ko talaga and it feels like it's the end of my world sa sakit ng puson ko. Wala rin si Lyka. Wala si Gie. So since wala akong kasama sa school, uuwi na lang ako. Yung lj ko di ko na-update since nung first entry ko. Guezz I juz have to work on it, maybe tomorro or sa school na lang. Nanood ako ng NCAA and sayang talaga! Kung pustahan rin lang siguro, kumita na ako. Panalo ang DOLPHINS against the Letran Knights. Grabbeeh!! Letran is one of the prominent teams na nakaka-maintain ng good standing sa NCAA pero look, seems like makakasalo pa sila ng PCU sa Final Four. (di naman masyadong kina-career ko 'to?) Anyways, wala na kong magandang bagay na mailalagay pa rito kaya babbu!!