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Jan. 10th, 2005 @ 05:02 pm
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waaah!! it's been a long time since the last time i updated my blog and looked whut happened!! well, got so many real interesting stories to jot it down here.. wala lang.. so many changes na kasi had occured since i met this guy, my ex-crush Dennis, and im proud 2 say that hez mine.. yup!! i got my long time dream and i left all the might-have-beens and i dont have 2 w8 for uncertainties cuz i have found sum1 who made my life complete.. well, we've been together for, i think, 3 magical months now, and i never thought that id be this happy! imagine, all those days, everything has been magical and yet filled with perfect moments together, enough 4 me 2 know him well.. maybe, it aint enough though! but it feels like ive known him long b4..it wuz not so long when hez juz a perfect stranger 2 me, my classm8, my crush, my inspiration in our very boring ProbStat class luz sem.. hez very tahimik, sort of a suplado type and i thought, hez pabling.. damn bullshit!! i wuz wrong!! he cud be tahimik but hez not suplado.. hez juz a shy guy but not the so-many-gf's-i-had type of guy.. yup! all my impressions on him wuz wrong! hez very loving and so caring, so sweet and looked so pretty in my eyes. damn again! i never though id get so attracted 2 this guy and now here i am, updating my blog, tellin things about him but which i cant exactly describe and find the words cuz ive been so happy...very very happy... wakin up each morning and knowin im not dreamin anymore, that the guy i used to walk after is now my bf.. ive never been in love like this b4.. nope..i mean ive been in and out of love a lot of times, been through so much pain and sufferings, cried a lot of tears and i even learned my lesson and i grew stronger with hate and anger but look at me now... ive broken my tradition! if this is a game, i told myself, im the loser.. however, i could also be a winner.. 4 havin him... at least 4 a while.. but no. it feels like ill be counting the years, and again, id be wakin up each morning, thankful and happy as ever, as i would remember, i have him in my life. blah! i really dunno whut 2 say.. words cant exactly describe how i feel.. im happy.. but it aint enough 2 say how magical this feeling i have 4 him.. i love him very much and that i cant afford if id lose him. luznyt, i even talked 2 God and i asked Him if hez destined 4 me..and of course, He wont answer me directly so i asked God 2 give me a sign. God's answer would be "YES" if the sign appeared right b4 and on the exact day of his birthday. if there's no sign, id juz make God see that i love him very much until He wold realize that loving him at my best is enough 2 say that hez meant 4 me..
maybe this is juz the effect of not havin much sleep. Look, i took my Software Engineering exam my career. though i did not make a perfect score, i did a good job anyway! i wunna sleep but i cant! im stressed but i know i can last a day! sooo hyper wuz i!
*yuck!! im gettin mushy!Lei's Mood:: hyper Current Music: When It's Over - Sugar Ray |
This is the right time for me para bumawi sa mga gabing di ako nakatulog kakaintindi sa exams. On Monday is another batch of exam but I won't review muna. I juz wunna sleep and rest para at least the moment I review my notes, fresh ang feeling and no hangovers. I finished the exam in 45 minutes and I felt very proud kasi may sense yung ginawa kong aral-aralan kanina inside the lib. Luckily, I saw my crush there and maybe gift sakin ni God yun. Hehehe...Lei's Mood::  sleepy Current Music: Wasting My Time - Default |
Yep! I felt better now. I've had a nice sleep last night and I didn't even review my notes for my exam. I only want to rest and pray for it becuz I've had enough knowledge na for that, and I'm afraid that it wud all disappear when I glance back to my notes. It only took 24 minutes for me to answer the exam. I prayed talaga before I opened my exam booklet. Good thing God still hears my prayers. Suspension of classes wuz not officially declared in the university but some students are required to watch the NCAA game at the Araneta Coliseum. And I did kaso the Dolphins lost. I think their lost is something to do with prayers. It cud have been a really hard game for the Letran Knights becuz of the lost of their star player Ronjay Enrile, but I noticed a couple of times, coach Louie Alas of the Knights, prayed for the game. He wuz caught in the big screen and a nice luck for them happened. They won the game and made it impossible for the Dolphins to score higher to them. Tsk, tsk... We must all learn to pray and God will hear you. Well, that's all I can say. Learn to pray..Lei's Mood::  awake Current Music: Sink or Swim - Chicosci |
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Sep. 9th, 2004 @ 09:45 pm
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Blah! I can't think of better titles. It's just a typical Thursday. I had a nice ride sa FX on my way to school, used the same computer inside the lab, and spent a little time with my brothers sa office ni Allan. Today's highlight is when Allan kissed me on my cheeks. It's juz a simple kiss, no other meaning, and it hardly touched my skin but I cudnt hide that I blushed right after that. They were all laughing at me that's why I waved goodbye to them immediately cuz I felt really ashamed. I've been kissed before but only a couple of times, and those kisses are from my friends, really close friends, my family but never from a boyfriend. But wait, I've been kissed na pala by Jordan before but I think, twice lang. I've had 9 relationships before but I've never experienced intimacy, such as that. I'm very conservative when it comes to that, would you believe that?! Yah, this tough gurl who seems to know everything especially that stuff is still innocent. *wink* I juz wunna clean flirting if I want attention. Clean huh!!Lei's Mood::  blah Current Music: My Valentine - Shades Apart |
HI! I'm back again. It wuz another great time updating this blog cuz I have a new story to share. It's the midterms week and today is supposed to be our exam on ProbStat. I wuz not sure of taking the exam cuz I haven't got enough time to review the past lessons and I need more time to rest. Come whut may. I paid my fee for the midterms to "avail" my exam permit but they didn't allow me to have it. The lady there said that I must pay at least half of the midterms fee and that's whut I did. But another excuse, they said I must add another P2000 for that becuz I have a P9000 balance for the finals. I don't have the bucks but I did pay the P3000 I have in my wallet. When I came to our room and told my classmates that I won't take the exam becuz I don't have the permit, all of them decided not to take the exam! One of them said: "'tara, boykot na lang natin. Di naman papasok si Lei eh, next meeting na lang tayo mag-exam", and another agreed "oo, wala naman tayong mapapala sa exam na yan eh! Wala tayong source!" I wanna laugh out loud cuz almost half of the class didn't take the exam with me. We all make tambay at the Tutuban area, waitin for our classmates who took the exam to ask for some leakage, if there's any. In favor of me, I wuz able to have more time to review all the coverage of the exam and I'm sure I'm gonna get a good grade. Hurrah!! Then I'd commit suicide after living in success! Hahaha! Did I say it right?! (Err! I never thought of commiting suicide!)Lei's Mood:: flattered Current Music: Buried Myself Alive - The Used |
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